welcome to the revised brainrot page! here you can find stuff that occupies my brainspace and sometimes gives me so much brain damage i have to scream. we have media recommendations, ships and misc stuff that don't fit anywhere. *BEWARE SPOILERS* some of these are intended for adult consumption only. hover over underlined titles in red to see additional content warnings and disclaimers.
- ⭐ personal favourite
- 💡 life-changer
- ⚓ anchor
- 🌈 queer themes
- 🤝 brotp
- ⚡ inflicts psychic damage
- 🌶 suggestive content
- 🔞 adult content
- ❗ content warnings apply
i'm a basic bitch and multi-ship so most explicitly confirmed canon ships in media are my jam but i also like to mash whatever's cool in a specific scenario. i've had crack ships before so nothing is off the table!
normal ship tropes- childhood friends
- enemies/rivals to lovers
- bromance
- battle couple
- height difference (very specific cases)
- mutual pining but they're idiots
- reincarnation
- slow burn
- yearning/pining
- extreme loyalty/devotion
- doomed (in any way)
real life is already shitty as it is, so the queer stories i read are almost always wholesome and fluffy. i'm not too well-read unfortunately so everything here is pretty basic...
- Furuya Nagisa (古矢渚)'s works (i love Gunjou no Subete and the Summer series most)
- 佐々木と宮野 (Sasaki and Miyano)
- 君には届かない。(It Will Never Reach You)
- Hanakoi Tsurane (Dance of Love) 🔞
- Sasameki Koto
- She Loves to Cook, and She Loves to Eat
- The Guy She Was Interested in Wasn't a Guy at All (green yuri)
- はなものがたり (by schwinn)
- Smoky Nectar 🔞
- Final Fantasy XII ⭐
- Ni no Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch
- Saint Young Men
- RGG/Yakuza series 🌶
- Hikaru no Go
- Kill la Kill 🌶
- Tales of Vesperia (original/Definitive Edition)
- Final Fantasy XIII
- Kingdom Hearts
- The Legend of Korra 🌈
- Cyberpunk: Edgerunners 🔞
- Steven Universe 🌈
- Ace Attorney series 💡
- Ghost Trick
- Final Fantasy XIV Online 💡⚓
- Raise Wa Tanin Ga Ii 🌶
- Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun ⭐
- Bayonetta 🌶
- Portal & Portal 2
- Look Back ⚓
- Alien Stage 🌈
- Trigun/Trigun Maximum
- Land of the Lustrous ⚓
- Library Wars
- April Showers Bring May Flowers ⭐
- Skip and Loafer
- Niehime to Kemono no Ou
- Inuyasha
- Persona 4
- Patlabor
- Fruits Basket 💡❗
- Macross Frontier 🌶
Despite everything, it's still you.
-Undertale
Being good means being free.
-Haikyuu!!
"It's a good life we lead, brother."
"The best. May it never change."
"And may it never change us."
-Assassin's Creed II
I'm Ion's replacement, but there are no replacements for me.
-Tales of the Abyss
In the end, he chose mercy. He chose love, and I was undone.
-Shadowbringers
Has your journey been good? Has it been worthwhile?
-Endwalker
Was this life a gift... or a burden? Did you find... fulfillment?
-Endwalker
In your darkest hour, in the blackest night... think of me... and I will be with you. Always. For where else could I go? Who else could I love but you?
-Dark Knight questline
I love you more than you'll ever know. Be well.
-Dark Knight questline
Fullmetal Alchemist ⭐
a great shounen story, one of the very few that i reread and rewatch from time to time. it's equal parts shounen action, political intrigue and conspiracy, sprinkled with some comedy topped off with big buff men and buff buxom women.
Haikyuu!! ⚓
one of the more normal sports mangas, it does not feature supernatural abilities or unhealthy team rivalries, but instead focuses on a normal protagonist who only has his love for volleyball to keep him going. you will cheer for every team, enjoy every match and love every character. at its core it is a story about effort and determination and never giving up.
Ao no Flag (Blue Flag) 🌈
if i could describe this manga in one phrase, it would be teenage romantic angst. it deals with topics like love, friendship and self-worth of teenagers going into adulthood. thankfully it's only 57 chapters unfortunately the chapters are not available for free now so. buy the volumes!
Revolutionary Girl Utena 🌈❗
it's never too late to experience this masterpiece from the 90s that defined a generation of queer people. classic fairytale shoujo romance plot with big twists. is this all real? or just symbolism? you have to see it to know. however! be warned that yuri is not the central plot.
Yuri on Ice!! 🌈
the sports anime that shook 2016 with its depiction of homosexuality without any intervention from fans. like really the writers straight up had the otp be physically intimate with each other and expect the fans to not lose their minds. well, fission mailed, we all lost our minds that day.
Promare
himbo firefighter and twink arsonist save the world from big tittied fascist. that's it, that's the story, this is a studio trigger production. expect bright colors, charming character designs and a head-bang worthy soundtrack by Hiroyuki Sawano.
Shrek
Shrek is love, Shrek is life. it's a movie that never fails to entertain. i doubt anyone who has been on the internet long enough has not seen it, but if you haven't, go watch it right now. the animation might be a bit old but the story is timeless and the memes are forever. the sequel is also a banger especially that cover by Jennifer Sunders.
Everything Everywhere All at Once 🔞
it feels like cheating, putting EEAAO in here. but it's so good, it managed to make me cry not even halfway through the whole damn thing. however! the emotional impact is very subjective - my mother didn't feel a fucking thing watching this. there are a lot of underlying themes that resonated with me while my parents struggled to make sense of the movie's premise.
Tales of the Abyss ⭐💡⚓
the game that made me who i am today, with one of the hardest characteristic genres of the series. the first arc is difficult to go through but it gets really good afterwards. if you feel worthless, this will inspire you (i hope).
Mirror's Edge 💡
you don't play this game for the story, you play this game for the parkour and aesthetics and music. i cannot stand first person games (i have bad depth perception) but i was willing to try because i enjoyed Assassin's Creed. it was great! i really liked it!
Yakuza 0 🌶
all the games in the RGG series are great but i specifically mention this prequel because it was what introduced me to the wonderful world of shirtless buff men fist fighting in a denny's parking lot. it's a serious crime drama in video game form that also has mundane activities and bizarre side quests.
Journey
this had the internet in a twist about video games as an art form. i just thought the presentation was beautiful so i bought it as a bundle with Flower and Flow. it's short and simple, but even the most hardcore of gamers should try this out at least once.
Avatar: The Last Airbender
you must have been living under a rock if you've never heard of this cartoon. it is one of the best western animated series to grace the world. how lucky are we to live in a time where ATLA exists. it takes a lot of inspiration from various asian cultures and uses it to tell a compelling story with great worldbuilding and characters.
She-Ra and the Princesses of Power 🌈
another cartoon made in the style of anime (like atla). the queer themes are explicit and everyone gets a happy ending, so no burying your gays this time! it has nothing to do with the existing He-Man canon and can be viewed as-is, no prior knowledge needed.
Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt 🔞 - anime done in a cartoony style. it's not bad, it's not good either, it's just one of a kind. the 'fanservice' consists of crude jokes, unsexy sex, undergarments as weapons and magical girl transformations on dancing poles.
Evangelion: 3.0 You Can (Not) Redo 🌈 - you can watch this without seeing the previous two movies, but some basic level of NGE knowledge is required to enjoy it. anyone who has eyes can see that it's totally gay but this is a 'bury your gays' situation so don't expect anything to come out of it.
Puella Magi Madoka Magica & Rebellion 🌈 - the famous dark mahou shoujo anime that gave us yuri jesus. it didn't do much for me because i knew some spoilers but i severely underestimated the queerness in the anime AND the sequel movie. they were not kidding when they said reality as we know it is destroyed because of lesbians.
Sweet Pool 💡🔞❗ - BL visual novel that rocked my world so hard i had my very first emotional crisis which lasted 2 weeks. don't let the name fool you, it's not sweet in the slightest. omegaverse with hemorrhoids is all i can say...
Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury 🌈 - if The Tempest had a baby with Utena, it would be this. no queerbaiting, only real lesbians in mecha suits. no bury your gays, they are married in the end. Bamco can go fuck themselves.
Love and Deepspace - if we ignore the predatory gacha elements, this 3D otome has a compelling story surrounding the main character and love interests. but for me the real meat are the myths, where it almost always ends in tragedy. mmm i love emotional damage!!!!
Final Fantasy series ⭐ - enjoyable when you don't participate in the fandom, because no one hates FF more than FF fans. when the latest mainline title has the 'fanboys' crashing out on what is and is not FF, that's how you know the game is the real deal lol. there is a FF title for everyone, be it the gameplay, the story, or even the soundtrack.
Tales of series ⭐ - there are titles in this series where i'm kinna 'meh', but there's still a game for everyone. i love Legendia but it is considered one of the weakest in the series, and Xillia is popular but my opinion of it is average at best, so it's really just a matter of taste. one thing i will complain about is the lack of variability in the soundtrack (they should switch it up sometimes).
Assassin's creed series 🌶 (titles before AC Origins) - i can only recommend the titles before Origins because i don't like what they did with the navigation after that, i cannot get used to it as much as i tried. the series' appeal (at least to me) is its verticality, but most of it is gone in the later titles.
Kingdom Hearts series - each game in the series cannot be played without prior knowledge of the others (the exception being KH1 because it is the first), unless you just want to enjoy the gameplay, in which case - stay that way. don't get into the lore. if you wanna get into the lore, you have to get into everything in the series, and i do mean everything. beware: you never leave once you get in...
Ar tonelico & Surge concerto series 🌶 - a niche series developed by Gust with banger music and interesting worldbuilding, but the gameplay mechanics are not for everyone. there's also a lot of sexual innuendo. i recommend Ar tonelico more than Surge concerto only because it has more interesting battles and the music is better (first two are the best imo).
"I'm not living for anyone else. (...) It doesn't matter if you accept me or not. Here I am. Alive!"
Luke, Tales of the AbyssKarma
the bulk of the game is an anchor for me, but the scene that stuck with me the most is in the 3rd arc where Luke tells Asch that it doesn't matter that he's a replica or if he thinks he's a sham or fake; there need not a reason to live in this world - he's under the sun, real and alive!
"Boy oh boy... the price of freedom is steep."
Zack Fair, Crisis Core Final Fantasy VIIThe Price of Freedom
the line from Zack's Final Stand, an event with a track by the same name playing in the background. made worse by the fact that pre-remake canon implies that Aerith never knew of Zack's fate till the end. truly the tragic couple (at least before the remake complicates things).
"Looks like my summer vacation is... over."
Roxas, Kingdom Hearts IIKingdom Hearts is a gut-punch disguised as a Disney theme park and there are other scenes in the franchise with waaaaaay more impact (for example, Xion's death), but this one from KH2 is simple - showing Roxas' frustration and eventual acceptance of his role in awakening Sora.
"The only thing I do know... is that we have to be kind. Please. Be kind... especially when we don't know what's going on."
Waymond Wong, Everything Everywhere All At Oncepeople always quote the laundry and taxes line but nobody's talking about this. the man says this while scared out of his fucking mind, putting himself between danger and the love of his life and i think he's also bleeding his guts out??? the meek husband is not weak; it takes a lot to be kind.
"No one has the right to stop you from loving another person!"
Koshiro Aoi, Renai Idenshi XX (Love Gene XX)also known as 'lesbian yaoi', which was also how i found this. it's written as a low-stakes yuri (yaoi?) story but has a defining panel in the final chapter where the protagonist tearfully declares her love in front of the whole school. and i think that's neat.
"...You think maybe there's such a thing as forever?"
"...No. There's no such thing."
Sweet PoolForever
the gross BL VN didn't just give me toilet nightmres for two weeks, it also gave me a lifetime of psychic damage! this conversation summarizes Youji and Tetsuo's relationship - said when the two freaks of nature welcome their fate in each other's arms as they slowly become one, literally. lamenting that what they had was not love, but something more primal, more fleeting...
"I will be there.
This I promise. This I swear."
Haurchefant, Heavensward
not said in-game, but part of the FFXIV short stories where you can read here. if you haven't cried your fill in MSQ (right after the memorable dungeon The Vault), this will certainly do it for you. the man may no longer be there for the WoL physically, but in a sense, he is always in the WoL's thoughts - and in spirit.
"Why you? Why not you? Had I chosen another, we would have never made it this far."
Crystal Exarch, Shadowbringerscontext: the WoL is his oshi and he will play this gacha until he gets the SSR card (aka WoL gets pulled to the First). he believes the WoL can save the realm from doom... and this is his response to them questioning his choices.
"The rains have ceased, and we have been graced with another beautiful day. But you are not here to see it."
Elidibus, ShadowbringersTo the Edge
you fight a despicable antagonist who wears the skin of your deceased comrade in an epic battle with awesome boss music, then see him for who he truly is: a man who has lost his way and misses his departed friends and colleagues dearly.
"(...) They are my meaning and my purpose. My love."
Venat, EndwalkerFlow (italics) | Answers (bold)
this quote is a part of a longer monologue with two versions. the shorter first version is a conversation; the longer second version is a solemn declaration:
"Lands that stretched on forever. Skies one could drown in. The heartbeat of nature, silent yet strong. And amidst it all a people. Beacons of light and life. Laughter that warmed my heart like naught else before. They are my meaning and my purpose. My love. In spite of... Or perhaps because of this, I choose to believe. In mankind's potential. In his ability to find a way forward. So let there be no way back. From that temptation I sunder us. No more shall man have wings to bear him to paradise. Henceforth, he shall walk."
The sorrow of a thousand thousand worlds weighs heavy. And yet you can walk on.
Ultima Thule, EndwalkerClose in the Distance
by the time the song plays, the WoL is at the edge of the universe, waiting to face the manifestation of despair. despite all the pain and suffering of many lifetimes, they are able to continue on. this hits harder after Ardbert's lore drop - that this song is from his perspective to the WoL. "Through you, we live..."
"Now, run along. And never forget that you're my pride and joy."
Living Memory, DawntrailLiving Memory is a huge try not to cry challenge that i failed miserably, from the first section down to the last. from G'raha's "Above all else, I wished that they had lived." to Alayla's "We love you more than life itself.", there is no shortage of gut-punchers... but omg the last section with Cahciua has to take the cake for me. the way she gently pats Erenville's head like a young child... just thinking about it makes me teary eyed!
Hinata Shouyo (Haikyuu!!) - my first emotional crutch came in the form of a volleyball player who refused to quit. i've lost count of how many times he's helped me through the rough patches in my life, telling me to keep going, keep going...
Venat (Final Fantasy XIV) - my second emotional crutch, a mother figure that asked me 'how are you?'. her wholehearted love for the world and life itself despite their terrible flaws is an inspiration, one i hope to be able to emulate.
Haru Urara - a retired racehorse who lived to the ripe old age of 29, mourned by many when she passed away on September 9th 2025. she has over 110 losses but won the hearts of many, dubbed the shining star of losers everywhere. i have never known this horse, and yet her story resonates with so many of us - she's telling you to never give up! never give up!
Lightning/Hope
Final Fantasy XIII trilogyAlmighty Bhunivelze
from the second and third games onward, the subtext all but confirms their relationship. maybe one-sided, maybe not. but you cannot deny the hundreds of years of pining on Hope's part, the lengths he went just to see Lightning again, so desperate that he is easily manipulated into being the almighty god's vessel (even kinna influencing said god), died, and came back, all the while looking fine as fuck.
Wright/Edgeworth
Ace Attorney series"Thanks to you, I am saddled with unnecessary... feelings."
me before playing the AA games: i just think they're neat! me after playing the trilogy: oh. oh. they are just that obsessed with each other huh. there is no explicit indication of their relationship... but everyone in-universe and out knows there's something going on between them. they might as well be married!
Wei Ying/Lan Zhan ⚡
Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivationemotionally constipated guy and shameless troll. wouldn't be that special until you factor in the tragedy which is emotionally constipated guy doing what he does best and could not spit it out, never moving on and finally deciding that he's done enough constipating when shameless troll comes back so he 'actively' pursues him, with mixed results. just. this guy never moved on for 10+ years. so when he finally has a second chance, he isn't going to let it go.
Adora/Catra
She-Ra and the Princesses of Power"I've got you. I'm not letting go! Don't you get it?! I love you! I always have! So please, just this once, stay!"
the childhood friends to rivals to enemies to lovers dynamic is so good i became a god for 3 months. the UST between them is undeniable as early as S1, when on opposite sides they act like hurt ex-es but when they're finally on the same side? are they flirting? there's not a single scene of them together that is not painfully obvious that these two have the hots for each other.
Guydelot/Sanson
Final Fantasy XIVthere's other questlines in the game which has the WoL third-wheeling the NPCs, but the BRD quests are something else. the WoL acts as the mediator between the two in the HW quests where they just can't shut up about each other (for better or worse), complete with a messenger phase where WoL is unfortunately stuck in the middle while they bicker. meanwhile, the SB quests might make you believe romance is not dead.
Shinji/Kaworu ⚓
Rebuild of Evangelion桜流し (sakura nagashi)
"You know, I might have been born so I could meet you."
the angel who fell in love with a lonely mortal. this is painful but the extremely tragic kind. Shinji has never known love in his life and here comes an angel who loves him unconditionally and that's the thing that hurts. Kaworu loves him no matter what and it can only end badly, because this is Evangelion.
Vash/Wolfwood
Trigun"That is why after all was said and done, I wanted to share my tomorrows with him."
back-to-back badasses who care deeply for each other but are too fucked up to acknowledge that what they feel is love. an immortal who has never known true connection and a human who only knows how to kill, doomed by the narrative in every universe.
Ludger/Julius 🤝
Tales of Xillia 2For the Sake of Mutual Proof
"Go and create your perfect world."
most brotps don't fall in this category because they usually make up before the point of no return. these two? yikes. forced to fight each other due to miscommunication and there is no canon timeline in which both the brothers are alive and happy... only in their dreams.
Yuri/Flynn 🤝
Tales of VesperiaFury Sparks
goes both ways as a otp and brotp, the pair that surpassed even the most popular official couples. another literal battle couple, but this time with a healthy serving of childhood friends/rivals/old flames trope. the otp aspect is good but the brotp is superior. faith so strong one could also interpret it as romance, how about that? sure, they fought a few times but it was never with feelings of hatred or disappointment. Yuri is the shadow to Flynn's light, and he does what Flynn can't.
Kiryu/Nishiki 🤝
Yakuza 0For Buddy
"I'm sticking with you till death do us part."
oath brothers who would die for each other. it was so nice to see until you play through the first game of the series. to love someone so much that you would rather they die by your hand than see them tortured. to have such faith in them that you would stand by their side, even if it means getting your ass kicked. such a beautiful brotherhood brings tears to your eyes!
Kazuma/Ryuunosuke ⚡
The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles"My best friend, Kazuma Asogi, who I trust more than anyone else in the world."
as damaging as wrightworth, but in a very different way. this ship ended as soon as it started, then resurrected itself during the final arc. there is no heterosexual explanation between these two, and i tried. their trust runs so deep, i can't even talk about it without spoiling the twist. you'll just have to see it for yourself.
Sora/Riku ⚡
Kingdom Hearts seriesDearly Beloved
the specific flavor of the ship that gives me the most psychic damage comes from DDD (and subsequently KH3). Riku as Sora's dream eater? press triangle for Sora?? the slow-mo landing??? the Gayblade™???? PRESS TRIANGLE FOR SORA????? this is one of the rare ships that i'm ok with it being unrequited because the angst factor is very yummy...